Fading Fast....
Snuggled up in bed this morning, after a sleep plagued with the strangest dreams and with my head buried into Jk's warm shoulder I would have given almost everything I own to stay exactly where I was.
I could hear that it was raining outside and I was so warm and safe that 'just five minutes more' turned to ten and then fifteen and then twenty.... I finally realised 10 minutes before having to leave the house... (and already forming the 'goddam tubes' excuse in my head) that I really really had to get up.
I glanced over it my sleeping boy.
His face was all warm and clammy and kind of scrumpled up like a paper bag, and he was opening his eyes and blinking at me. His pale brown eyes were clouded with a lack of comprehension through a fog of sleep... and when he reached out his arms to pull me back into bed under the warm soft covers I was filled with two of the strongest emotions I have ever felt....
Love for him, so strong that it stuck in my throat and stopped my breath....
...and absolute hatred that he was 'working from home' today....
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(4.5.04 13:58) Another one all loved up! It's well saying its spring  Good to hear your so happy, I think that if he's working from home again the best technique for you is to reach for the phone, put on a run down voice and say "I'm ill, I cant come in today" |
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Daisy / Website (4.5.04 14:01) *Sigh* I wish PJ... problem is they just don't pay me when I 'm not here. Damn that freelance contract! |
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(4.5.04 14:10) *sad face* no sick pay? This is what people have been telling me about isn't it? The whole "real world" thing? Blimey. I'm not ready for this. So you go in everyworking day, of every week? You must be soo commited. |
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(4.5.04 14:12) daise. mine has done that too, he is at home today. the shit bag. and I know what you mean about that feeling too. last week he popped in for a quickie on the way home from work (I am blushing as I type, but you need to know the context) and we had great, fast, mad sex. as he got up to leave, my whole body just welled up with love and I just felt full of love for him. it was lush. love rocks. who knew? xxxxx (he's picking me up from school in 2hrs and 20 mins!) |
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Daisy / Website (4.5.04 14:17) Who knew indeed? Still bastards not to be at work... Lovely glorious yummy sexy bastards. |
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(4.5.04 14:17) that is the first time I've heard it referred to as a quickie since I was at school... teehee... |
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(4.5.04 14:47) I felt exactly the same on Saturday morning, knowing that for the next two night the bf and me were going to be sleeping one hallway and a few creaky floorboards away from each other! Who knew? (And it's even better second time around!) |
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(4.5.04 16:21) rar! i can sympathise, my boyfriend is off to numerous gigs this week while i'm stuck inside trying to catch up on all the work that i've missed. its not fair. |
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Daisy / Website (4.5.04 16:23) Rar indeed. It is wrong and unfair and I am very tired. Kinda worth it though ;o) |
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(4.5.04 21:05) warm bed nothing like it lol.....;;; |
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(5.5.04 01:11) i know that exact feeling, when you can't speak for the lump in your throat becasue you are so happy....and i know the not wanting to get up feeling too! |