Beat it.
I´m going home tomorrow. Well, strictly I´m going to England. Home is not really on the agenda for a while... mainly because I don´t actually have one.
So it´s time to reflect on the girl who arrived at Malaga air´o´port´o´ and the girl who is leaving from it days later. What, if anything has she discovered? Well, after days filled with good food, sunshine, swimming and red wine, she is going return to London with a full and almost mended heart (and a desperately good sun tan), but even better than that she is returning to old and dear friends ready to take her back out there.
If you had told me two weeks ago that I would be enjoying a Jk free world I would have thought that you were mad. If you told me that I would prefer a Jk free world I would never have believed you. But actually I think that I do. I like being me.
And anyway - this is my time, my year to be selfish.
So, this is my time to make things happen for me. There is no reason that we need to have a someone there to make your life work. On Thursday I am being taken dancing with my celebrity comedien friend, on Friday I am drinking cocktails with my very best friend, on Saturday I have a party with my old uni mates (including the guys who were out here in Spain with me) and on Sunday my ex-travelling buddy Brendan is taking me out for tea. I can´t wait.
Sometimes your life can seem bleak and black but right now it feels like my life is a great big chocolate crispy cake, and frankly - I can´t wait to eat it all up.
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(28.7.04 14:41) Sounds like its all smelling of roses now Daise! Enjoy sweetie.. -pete |
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(28.7.04 15:14) Mmm. Chocolate crispy cake. Hope to see you again soon Daise! |
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(28.7.04 16:30) A successful journey of self-discovery. Throw in some nudity and a psychedelic shroom montage and you have yourself a Kate Winslet vehicle! I'm happy for you, Daze. It sounds like you got exactly what you wanted, and what you needed, and how often in life can you say that? ..a sweetie for your plane ride.... |
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(29.7.04 11:36) Good for you! x |